Butch-Femme Dance II

Don't ever let the music stop. I wrote that in the "Butch-Femme Dance" essay nearly three years ago. Since then, I have fallen deeply in love with a Femme that knows the dance so well. We will dance forever, we two. Don't ever let the music stop.

Let me hold her in my arms forever, feeling her perfumed softness against my body. Let me take in the softness of her voluptuous body that engulfs me in its sensuous femininity. Let me look into her brown eyes that are filled with love for me. Don't ever let the music stop.

She completes me. She sees me as I see me. So easily she just stepped into my life, ready to wear, already understanding my Stone Butch self. I could feel her hunger for someone like me. I could hear it in her voice, as she basked in my early admiration. This is a woman who, in a short moment, can mesmerize and hypnotize in her lovely, young voice. This is a Femme who is a Lady, through and through, and passed over every obstacle I threw her way. She marched on my heart and gently pulled it open and tucked herself inside. She will reside there forever. Don't ever let the music stop.

She is a miracle to me. I am fascinated with her and all that she is. Her high femininity is a beautiful thing to see. She is all that I am not as a female. She is comfortable in her skin. She luxuriates in her sensuousness and takes pride in all the sexuality that fills her body. She glides through life while I lumber. She enjoys her body while I have no such connection or feeling. She has a joy and a grace about her womanly femaleness. I have never desired a woman so much as I do her. I think about her, about taking her and commanding her body to pleasured heights. I am at my best when I am with her. Don't ever let the music stop.

But even if the music did stop, I know we would hold on, gazing in each other's eyes, holding a steady loving gaze. We would hear our own music, the music of two souls who searched all their lives for the love they hold right now.

The music will never stop.

Big Dog, 1998